Wednesday, December 7, 2011

2 All Mah Haterz!

 
So if you know me at all you know that I'm not your average gal. I am weird and quirky. If you ask me if I wanna go get mani/pedi's I'll probably say no. If you say "You'd look so pretty if you did your make up like this..." that I'm not gonna wear make-up any more often or any differently. And if you say "You'd look so pretty without glasses," that I'm still no closer to getting contacts.

And you know why? Because I've learned that you will NEVER be able to please everybody. So I don't try, especially since I am 100% happy with myself.

About six years ago I could not have said that though. As you can imagine I was the girl everyone picked on in middle school/high school. I was not popular.  I was not pretty.  I played flute in the band and was not on the cheerleading team. I was taken advantage of because I was smart and at the top of my class.
And people said some awful things to me on a daily basis. I can remember exactly what classroom I was in when most of them where said.. or where I was standing in the lunch line.. [Yes, bullying has that profound of an impact].

But where are these mean individuals now? I have no idea. And that's probably because they never amounted to anything in their lives.

And where am I?

I live on my own. I take care of MYSELF. I provide for MYSELF. And with those "brains" and "smarts" that were so "UNCOOL" I will have a degree from one of the BEST business schools in the NATION in 8 days.

And at the risk of being indelicate, I am trying very hard to censor what I really want to say.

So I'll edit it.

Dear EVERYONE WHO EVER MADE FUN OF ME,
STICK MY TERRY COLLEGE OF BUSINESS DEGREE AND MY JOB AND MY WONDERFUL AMAZING LIFE WITH THE BEST FRIENDS I COULD EVER ASK FOR IN YOUR JUICE BOX AND SUCK IT.

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